i really dont understand tumblr i only got it because my ex really likes it i love her still but i feel like this shouldnt be right shes with another guy but for so long she loved me i cant stand it anymore i cry everynight because shes not with me im leaving because she doesnt want me id do anything to be with her to fuckin hear her say she loves me is that to much to ask for i woulda gone to the marines but i still want to have a chance to see her n change her mind so im going to the navy hopefully navy seals so i can atleast have a chance of dieing i love you bree im so sorry i want to go back and do everything right or just end my life i dont want anyone else and if i cant i will make my life a military life your the only one i love not kamille not jackie not lizz not bailey im so fucking sorry  i wana die  i thought about hurting him just to stop the pain but that wont help the only thing i can do to stop it is to be with you so one of them are gona happn and i dont think being with you is gona happen :( i love you  bree glaser  and i hope you have a happy life