i really dont understand tumblr i only got it because my ex really likes it i love her still but i feel like this shouldnt be right shes with another guy but for so long she loved me i cant stand it anymore i cry everynight because shes not with me im leaving because she doesnt want me id do anything to be with her to fuckin hear her say she loves me is that to much to ask for i woulda gone to the marines but i still want to have a chance to see her n change her mind so im going to the navy hopefully navy seals so i can atleast have a chance of dieing i love you bree im so sorry i want to go back and do everything right or just end my life i dont want anyone else and if i cant i will make my life a military life your the only one i love not kamille not jackie not lizz not bailey im so fucking sorry i wana die i thought about hurting him just to stop the pain but that wont help the only thing i can do to stop it is to be with you so one of them are gona happn and i dont think being with you is gona happen :( i love you bree glaser and i hope you have a happy life
life is a living hell i guess i made it this way should of treated her better showed her how much i love her i can never stop thinking about her thought we would be together forever to know shes with another and she would never change that makes me cry went by her house tonight thought i was gona finally say goodbye and take my life maybe thats the easiest way out of this damn pain before i snapped and did horrible undescrible things now im just trying to get away from this place as far as i can maybe ill have something else to think about god i wish i could end it all now but im not to that point yet but i hope i get there soon i love you and i hope i die in battle and ull never know goodbye
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the one i love is the the one i hurt, broke her down and destroyed her, i hate myself for doing that to her, now im the one being hurt and destroyed, but i deserve to be hurt a thousand times over for the things ive done to her, i wish i could take the pain of the past away, but i cant, all i can hope for is she finds mercy and love for the one who stabed her in the back, ill go to the ends of the earth to find the cure, to stop the hurt, maybe months, maybe years, but when the day comes i know i will find heaven on earth
you dont even know how i think of you every day i see ur smile n face when i close my eyes when i got mcdonoalds i almost choke up n cry when i think of you eating your fries i hate going to sonic cuz it reminds me of you gettin jr frito chili cheese wraps and your dr pepper n taken you to your friends house you dont know what id give to have atleast my child so i coulda had a part of you now some days i dk if its worth living others i pull through strong all i know is i still love you everything reminds me of you i just want to end the pain doesnt matter how i can but if theres a way im willing to take it
i love you with all my heart i understand that you left me i dont blame you but you should realize i was doing things for you that you coulda atleast appreciated i can live without im just gona get stronger and i will find the one who does appreciate me and what ill do for them when marriage day does come they will be happy what i did for them and wont forget about what weve been through and will forgive me n take me back if i did screw up im only human owell its just too bad he wont love you the way i did
teacher wrote “i ain’t had no fun in months.” on the board. then asked “how do i correct this?” little boy replied “you get a new boyfriend.”
“Have you ever loved someone so much, you’d give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they’re your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm ‘her”
— eminem - when im gone
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